Month: May 2019

Life Experiences

Things Happen For A Reason

I’ve always been one to believe that everything happens for a reason. Why the events of my life are happening? I’m not too sure. Things that I am sure of are that I’m meant to be writing about my experiences and yes, right now most of the posts have been about my heart break. That’s…
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God’s Plan

God has a plan for everyone whether you believe in him or not. I have my moments that I believe in him and I also have my moments where I don’t. What his plans are for me, I have no clue. I’m still trying to figure it out. I’m just going to let whatever happens…
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Nothing I Can Do

My life is such a mess right now I can’t blame anyone but myself I did this I did this I made my life a living hell I didn’t need any help from anyone I did it all on my own (all on my own) Breaking My heart is breaking And there’s nothing I can…
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Gave You My Heart

Why does my broken heart mean so little to you? Why did you leave when everything was great with us? I’ve never loved anyone the way I love you I gave you my heart and you ripped it apart (ripped it apart) Leaving me with thoughts of hurting myself (myself) To the point of no…
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You’ll Always Be In My Heart

You meant a lot And you always will I can’t forget the love we shared You’ll always be in my heart No matter who I’m with You’ll always be in my heart Even if I’m not in yours No matter what I’ll always love you I’ll never forget what we shared You changed my life…
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Depression/Suicide

Suicide is never the answer. It’s the easy way out. I know that now. I’ve suffered from depression probably since middle school. But I haven’t had the courage to admit that I need help until just recently. I have my first appointment scheduled for a week and a half from now. I’m ashamed that I…
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Daydreams

What does the future hold for me? I’m not sure but I would like to find out. I find myself daydreaming a lot about what it could be like. I’ve been in three serious relationships and quite a few others that weren’t. I’ve been engaged twice one of which I married but am no longer…
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Heartbreak

Heartbreak is devastating. I’m going through so much right now that I’m not sure how much more I can handle. At the end of December 2018 I told my husband of almost five years that I wanted a divorce. This post isn’t going to be about that. It’s just something that needs to be said…
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My Birthing Experience

My daughter is amazing in every way. She has such an imagination. The moment I knew I was pregnant was the moment I knew I loved her so much already. I found out that I was pregnant five days after my 21st birthday. I was on the pill but I had forgotten to take a…
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